When you are vulnerable and sensitive, your first instinct is to protect yourself, to cover your body protectively with your hands in the hope that you will not be hurt and that the danger will pass quickly.
But what if the danger does not pass, but increasingly challenges you to move, to oppose it, to move you from the dead point of action and dare to breathe.
Dare to look that threat, that Challenge in the eye and allow your soul to be vulnerable. Allow yourself to be vulnerable, in front of everyone, in front of the whole world, in front of yourself. Let the worst that goes through your mind happen, right there, in your mind, right now. Allow your dying. Dying of the most hidden part of yourself, your soul, the most intimate self. If so, so be it. Let everything that needs to go, Die. Let it be completely destroyed, allow it. Let it be gone.
The feeling is so liberating and strong. So complete and soothing. So unexpectedly soothing yet enduring. It’s there. It is undeniable and it is you. The complete silence of light, sound and darkness. Complete silence… darkness… light. It is your light, your path.
Your movement through darkness, silence and light. Your movement of acting. Your renewal movement. You are here to renew, the old into the new, to regenerate, to learn and to teach. You are here to lead, to be what your soul wants and to love with all your heart. You’re here because you chose it for yourself. Because you know that you can and want it. Your body follows you, sends you signals, listen to it. Appreciate your body, respect him, love him. Be your body. Be One with him. You know how. Unite with him, support him in your conquests, love him. Let him open up to you, show you his heart. Embrace him, hug him, give him tenderness, love. Love him as you love your soul.
Being vulnerable is a heavy burden. Walking vulnerable and open to the world is impossible to imagine but still possible to achieve, at the cost of letting go the part of yourself that is ready to transform itself into something much better for you, right here, right now. What needs to die in order to grow new.
What is yours to grow. What you carried inside you all the time without even knowing it. It was so deeply hidden within you that you were sure it didn’t even exist anymore. But miracles happen. Something makes you open up, face it, move. What is old and forgotten, it becomes new and modern. It becomes a part of you. An equal member of your personality, your present and future. An equal member of your wholeness.
It gives you new perspective, a new way of thinking, accepting … both yourself and others. It changes your life fundamentally. It moves what you no longer need and creates places for new creations, new intimacy, new softness of your soul, your heart. It softens your worldviews, your hands, your writing, your body. Your body, which longs so much for that tender embrace.
Breathe that love of yourself, Breathe it through your whole body. Breathe and feel the joy of union, the warmth of hugs, caresses, love. That warmth what your body totally deserved. That warmth, the only and real, here and now. Surrender to her. Let it all overwhelm you. Let it hug you all over, completely embalm you. Every part of you, inside and out.
Breathe, just breathe and enjoy … with a smile on your face. With your inner joy.
In complete symbiosis of all parts of yourself. Now and forever. Thank you.